in less than 48 hours!

..............and i'm super stoked omg!



songs that i really hope they'll play, pleaseeee.


1. all these things that i've done. my forever all-time favourite!
2. read my mind. cause i dont shine if you dont shineeee
3. for reasons unknown. omg i love this song i dance to it every day >.<
4. runaways
5. be still, or a dustland fairytale. either one.
6. human
7. the way it was
8. spaceman
9. smile like you mean it
10. when you were young
11. jenny was a friend of mine
12. replaceable. i freaking love this song, but it is actually an unreleased track in 2002. and they never play this on tour, so yeah :(


in the meantime, brunch hari ini;

the fruit tart.

so earlier today i gave chee khing, kak eda and farah the fruit tarts i made on Sunday.


on eating the fruit tart,


ck ; wah so nice leh. why don't u have a boyfriend?
me ; -.-


hergh.

the arrogant iFags.

i hate Samsung. i probably hate HTC (the only reason it's okay is because doctor crush was using htc one. those were the times. meh.). and i currently have a strong dislike towards my Lumia.

now i realised how arrogant and annoying iFags are. every phone apart from an iPhone - in my hands, has a cheap feeling to it. omg sumpah over gila. i didn't even needed an iPhone in the first place, but when you lost one, it's like losing one of your limbs. losing your senses. 

i want an iPhone. i need an iPhone. but being a cheapskate i am, it's just expensive, and hard to get one. and after you lost one, it became so so so ridiculously expensive to get another.

i hate this feeling. haish.

i lost my iPhone.

i FREAKING lost my iPhone.


as for the moment, more than 24 hours after i lost my iPhone, my brain is still numb. and i lost all my senses. i couldn't sleep, let alone study. of course i can blame the whole world ; for me not being at home when i was supposed to, for me being there eating at Harbor Place and what not. but ultimately, i know it's my fault. i was careless. i didn't even notice i wasn't holding the phone - until i needed to use it.


this is just too hard. i know i shouldn't be too dependent on it. but i am. i mean, i was. it's where i kept my notes, my awesome apps to play with whenever i'm bored, all my medical apps as references, my 2gb sh*tload of songs, it tracks my period. i can't believe it's gone. just like that. no goodbyes. and yeah i still remember how the keyboard click sounds like, how my last text was from gg, last call was from topek, last game was iron man and last song was kita by forteen. I JUST CANT FREAKING BELIEVE THAT IT'S GONE.


and i got myself a Lumia for the time being. of course there's a lot of drawbacks. being an Apple user for almost a year, i cannot just simply fall in love with this new rm600 worth of Lumia on day one. sabar Azlah, sabar.


Ya Allah, permudahkanlah. You have better plans for me, and Your blessings are always countless. Please help me pass through this. Amin.