irony.

isn't it weird ; how you long for something so much, but when it comes to you then, you're suddenly avoiding it? suddenly realising that you actually despise it, and you're better off without it?

it's called irony. it's called life.

deal with it.

hey listen, you missed out.

why?

why come back?

why waste energy, yours and mine?

so unnecessary.

occasional "how are you"s are never gonna make me go tachycardic anymore, you see. and better still, there's a tinge of disgust di situ. sumpah, tak tipu.

seriously, go. leave.